Family Home Evening

Tonight we had Family Home Evening. It was sad for me not to have Joe here, but we need to caring on Joe would want us too. Savannah gave us the lesson on being Truthful, we sang I Love to see the Temple, we had Hostees Cupcakes for a treat and then we wrote in our Daddy Journals. Books the Stohel's gave the kids to write there memories about Daddy, what a great idea. I'm very thankful for my Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ. The comfort I feel daily is amazing. Without the Spirit I would be lost, I miss my Buba and best friend so much is quite unbearable, but through the Savior all things are possible. I'm very thankful for the Gospel, knowing that I will be with Joe again.

JUST WHAT I NEEDED TODAY

Elder Scott said to validate the feelings of grief and to continue to remember and actually enjoy the companionship of a lost loved one. He also said, that you cand hold on to that relationship for as long as you needed too, as long as you move forward in life. I need uplifting message or quote everyday :)

Daddy and the babies

The kids were very lucky to spend quality time with daddy, one day I surprised Joe and brought the kids up to see Joe. Joe went in for a procedure I ran home got the kids so when he came out they were waiting for him in the room. Joe got out of the elevator and could see Jacob wheeling around on his Heely's, he told the nurse hurry my babies are here.

Just Joe and I

Joe and I spent many hours in the hospital just talking, reading and just spending time together. Joe would always want me to get into the bed with him. This is Joe trying to get a picture of us. I will miss laying next to the best guy in the world

Joe trying to get STRONG!!!

Joe spend time on almost every floor of the hospital. He enjoyed getting out of bed and taking a few laps of the hospital. What a trooper!